
Yeah I know..cute right?
I don't have any pictures of me in my awkward phase. And I'm glad. I was teased in school for being bigger and the friends I did have were tall and slim. I had a big pie face and I was always the one to get a fake note saying someone liked me, or if I liked someone he thought I was fat and verbally expressed how he felt. (You know kids don't lie!)The cute little angel pictured above was happy with life and was so naive it was adorable. Soon she would turn into the awkward phase of puberty and was a chunky child!
The little girl would cry hoping her time would come and fix it all. But things didn't come so easy. Soon the little girl turned 13, and what seemed like her worst...was the absolute worst!The beginning of puberty was so shitty for me. I couldn't dress, my friends were trendy and they had boyfriends and I was still a loser. My hips had the ugliest shape, I had no butt, and so far..no type of talent. This went on until I turned 16. Then I met him.
The girl had finally found her Prince Charming, or so she thought. Turns out he was a wolf in sheep's clothing.I'm not really gonna go into the whole story of what happened with me and ol' Dickhead..but just know it took a year and a half to get through and it changed my life. So much, that I'm STILL feeling from it. But that opened a door for change.
After being trapped in a dungeon and saving herself the girl wasn't a girl at all anymore. She had grown into a young woman. Now she was on a journey to find her true self.After a bout of depression, I got involved in school for my senior year. I was the AV kid. (You know the kids who pushed around the tv's back in the day? Well I was the new version) I was president of the media club and I did what I did DAMN GOOD. I directed, edited, wrote, and shot the school television show. College was the biggest thing on my mind and my school of choice came to the school to interview the applicants. I got accepted on the spot.
The now young woman was on her way to a new land.
I started college and hated it at first. I felt like I didn't fit in and I was commuting without a car and I've been getting dropped off/picked up since I was 13. Doing that in college SUCKS ASS. Like..why the fuck didn't you let me stay on campus? But I went the whole semester without driving and I missed EVERYTHING. I didn't make a lot of friends, I've missed socials, and I missed Wale coming to the basketball game. My grades sucked ass at first but it wasn't like I had a big social life so I fixed that. Then..the semester was over. Currently I'm on our last week of our winter break. My freshman year is halfway OVER! Word is I'm getting a car next month, and my yearly love horoscope said don't expect anything until the summer time. So I won't be letting the prowl get in the way of my school work. Also! I've managed to find my own style in the meantime. After I ran for Miss Freshman (and lost *middle finger up*) I switched int up and came into my own..oh yeah. And the body is RIGHT lol. So I've really grown from the little girl at the beginning of the story. What happens next? Who knows?
